Tuesday, November 10, 2009

@ 10:56 PM

can i say that i am indulged in your greasiness??
hahax that greasiness that washed my worried tears away.

i miss you my baby [;

Sunday, November 8, 2009

@ 5:55 PM

Lee Suk Kyu,
7 year old boy, youngest son of Lee Wang Gi.

Though I don't know the both of them.
but this news is very devastating.

This little boy died of sepsis.
which is blood poisoning that cause his whole inflammatory system to fail

His loving father mourned so much for his loss.

Even when I hear this piece of news,
as a human,
I prayed for him.
Suk Kyu ah,
you don't mean to go,
you don't want to,
but the disease took you away from your loved ones.
Bless them when you are looking after them from above.
oki? Little Suk Kyu angel. You are in 'His' good hands.

@ 3:24 AM

i hear your voice
it calls for my heart
i heard your heart
it calls for my voice

the fluttering, peacefulness that has been missed
should we? should we not?
take me with u if u have the strength to have me burdening you
if you are willing to be with me,
i will go the same journey to get to you

Saturday, November 7, 2009

@ 11:08 PM

every day has been so hectic that i do not have the time to concentrate on my studies.

its becoming more and more tiring in fact...

i still have hope and trust in myself that i can continue on

but the thick thick workbook is getting in my way and hindering me

i rather have a rj to do everyday and to save the trouble in the workbook...=.=

hais
what to do...
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i am worrying now
why?
because of my fyp report
my fyp team
can we do it?
can we survive?

i havent even got the chance to open my microsoft word and start ANYTHING

=.=
the images and the searching that needs to be done
i dun have the energy to do so everyday....

i have to sleep early to ensure that i wake on time and be punctual
its not like i can skip my duties at home as well
time is limited and learning never stops

well.....

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but i still make time to visit allkpop once in a while
its because the boys are returning and i hope to support them instead.
[:
they are the motivation is getting me energized everyday when i work and when i feel so dreadful about the world.
[:

thanks to Sue Yee my little buddy in perking me up everyday
i miss ur presence today!
T_T

her randomness makes me happy too
i hope to cheer her up and be there for her always too. kekes
sister buds oki!?

hmmm

now i worry abt my case study for my team
it hasn't been settled yet so far....
about the 3 to 3 grouping....
:S
either or.... neither nor....
only the insiders will know what i mean.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

@ 11:57 PM

"Even as a day goes by, I can't forget you
Even if a month goes by, I can't let you go
Do you know that I still want you?

A month could pass and I wouldn't forget you
A year could pass and I wouldn't let you go
Do you know how I feel?"

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I keep seeing you everyday
thou its like an addiction
when I am really tired,
you are there for me
it really makes me feel better.
all pumped up.

I can't imagine what will happen to us next.

Monday, November 2, 2009

@ 10:14 PM

jobelle is desperate to know her blood type

but Heaven stopped my way.

I was supposed to have a blood drawing session today [which left that needle prick, blue black on my arm]

the thing is... i asked the person drawing the blood for me
is it possible for her to test my blood type as well? [so i dont have to be poked the second time]

then she say can
just have to pay extra charges
then i dun mind and i paid
so the thing is
she grabbed the bottle alr
send it to the lab and etc

when i was supposingly to have my dinner with my mum at bugis after work today
i got a msg from the assistant
she said that the bottle she took was wrong, and they cannot use the blood inside for testing instead
*TOTAL SMACK HEAD*

i am left with 2 choices
1, to return tml early in the morning to kana poke and put into the right bottle again
2, she will return me the money i paid

T_T
i wanted to know my blood type so badly that i say YES OK, I GET POKE AGAIN THEN.
T_T


gua gua gua....~~~
haish
tml must go early early
AGAIN
hahahax
then kana poke
T_T
THIS TIME BETTER PUT MY PRECIOUS BLOOD INTO THE RIGHT CONTAINER OKI???
i scared of pain one u know ma?
sob sob

Sunday, November 1, 2009

@ 1:29 AM

jobelle is stressed right now
how can i handle it?
it seems that i could never take a break

the price to pay for getting paid
lesser time to relax and take things slow
the thing is, there is still FYP
report haven start yet
i have to start like ard this week to prevent loss of time during weekends

while i was handling my paperwork for my attachment today,
i was very worried
when i was going through the work book
then i recall the ppt abt the 30 common drugs
then i printed every thing that could aid me
as i was fearing my life without my laptop
how can i survive the days without the knowledge

i have to rely on my brain!!!
now my brain is all i can depend on
i have to sleep early too
i fear of being late for work
fear of being reprimanded
fear that i have a bad preceptor
fear of bus or train arriving late
fear that I MYSELF drag too much time to wake up
my life....
has to be rescheduled again.


JOBELLE.
YINGXUAN.
YOU.
HWAITING!