Thursday, July 16, 2009

@ 11:08 PM

can I say I have liven enough for this lifetime?
why am I having these thoughts.
take My life if you can.

but then, what will happen to the ones that Love me?
will they be devastated?
or they will forget Me after time.
tell Me. tell Me why am I feeling so dreadful now.

Life, is becoming meaningless to Those who doesn't treasure it anymore.
______________________________________________________

it happened again.
i was thinking, did i make the right choice?
in the end,
the thought shot me.
that the person is not the right person in the end.

i have been searching.
for the right person that can understand me the most.
i blogged once.
i wish i have a twin
my other half that knows me, understands what i want, compromise me, help me when i'm in need
i don't think in this life time, i can find a friend to represent this
not even my mother can do it.
when i am frail, i cant eat...
like just now.
nobody cares at the right time.
nobody is there at all.
maybe if my father is still here,
he will do something to care,
to help me have the appetite to carry on.
when you feel that you are the only one suffering from pain,
just like me.
maybe u are the one that i wish you were by my side all along.

is it the stress where i can't see it, making all my feelings wrong?
or is it the set back since ytd.
where i thought the person whom understands me, turn out to not understand at all?

Sunday, July 12, 2009

@ 5:48 PM

things that i want to get if i have money to do so
1) all about dbsk 3 dvd *must wait till yesasia launch it*
2) body shop [white musk summer edition]
3) bulberry summer perfume
4) chocolates, delicate ones :D
5) hair curler
6) clothes that will look pretty on me
7) ipod touch/iphone
8) psp xD *3006 red one*

hmmm my list still continues in the end...
i hope i strike lotto.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

@ 4:29 PM

control my diet for me! hahax. every thing seems so tempting now.
i wanna be as 'skinny' as my polar bear. xD
if he manage to slim, i will too!
so do help me!



on the 26th of june,
Michael Jackson had passed away at the age of 50.
R.I.P Mr. King of POP.
you know we love you and dread upon your death.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

@ 12:35 AM

omg
suddenly my mind pops out seul ong
lmao
andweiiii, maybe can-dweiiii
from 1 day i can accept alot ppl
xD
so far it had been...
chan sung
khun
taec
woo yong
junsu
and now seul ong
from 2am somemore xD
kwon also xD


aigoooo
nvm
to all fathers on earth tml jobelle hereby wishing u a happy father's day!


SHOUTS TO THE SKY! "DADDIE! HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!"

i wonder what is my polar doing now
training?
banana-ing?
over bulging on diet food? xD

and i cant believe in what happened in that video
my god.
i wanna cry le.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

@ 10:16 PM

hais...

life hasnt been that great.
poor is a worrisome problem too.

there at tonns of things that i need but i have no money to get
1. bus + train consession
2. bnf book
3. facial cleaner + toner


hais
tml last day of the body shop sale!
i still haven got my perfume
T_T
hais.

how am i gg to open my mouth to ask from my mother the money to buy all these leh??

];


nvm
since last night
150 le!
tonight will be 200!
for chan sung my polar bear! for me!
hahhax
lets diet tgt
but the manner u eat banana is real cute
wakaka


next time i buy 50 for u,
then u shall eat 49
just nice oki?
then the left 1 for jae beom. kekes


chionging my report now
i wanna get acceptance too!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

@ 10:39 PM

oi oi oi
u know smth ma?
junction 8 got body shop sale!
till this sunday 21st!

];
got 2 perfumes that i want!
each 16.90 only now!!!!
but i no money
my white musk summer limited edition [yellow orange bottle]
and the white musk intricated [dark purple bottle]

hais.
i duno what to do
buy 1 or 2 leh?
but i now also no money
next week no more alr.
hais
spend too much.
i think next week i will have to stick back to my ham sandwich diet alr...


chan sung my polar bear,
hwaiting!
we diet tgt!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

@ 1:06 PM

jobelle learnt her lesson le.
T_T

too much sweetness before bitterness.
now i understand how the lesson works